breakdowns and mood swings

OMGSH, I am so sorry that I forgot to post last week! Okay, not that I forgot, I was just so very tired because I've been staying back at school for kawad practise and what with debate.

And this week, my God, I've been having mood swings and I cried badly after finding out my first intervension results-which, trust me, you wouldn't want to know-and Syaza said that she must tell Mei. Ask her to brainwash me or something. Don't know what's wrong with me, but I seem to be pressuring and underestimating myself. A bad combination, I know.

Right, moving on. Mum has been baking like mad lately. She just baked 400 cupcakes yesterday, and she's baking more cupcakes today. I think its he pregnancy. Oh well, I hope that my new baby brother/sister will be a great baker :D
Apparently though, the baby is a boy. My mum said the "bird" is sticking out already when Dr. Ashar did the ultrasound. Daymn, another boy. Yeay.

Cheers, Khadijah.

Not the definiton of happy.

First exam accomplished. Now, I'm gonna fly freely. (Like I can)

I've always hated those times where my mood change like in a blink of an eye. I've always hated typing things that I don't wish to type. I've always hated talking about the things I dislike. I've always hated the fact that somebody have something to spill, but they're just keeping it deep inside, until it's a massive grudge. I've always hated the fact that..

Okay, I should totally quit it or I'll turn into your worse nightmare or something even sadder than that.

Be happy. (This should be a note for la-self.)

♥ Aisyah H.

Forever and Always

does this cute giraffe make up for my un-post posts? hehe

like I always say. I'm just so busy and I don't try to find time for the computer anymore. plus, the room's light is no longer working now -.-

so I'm sorry now and sorry for the future if I miss a post.

mm, what's up?

School's Sports Day in a week and a half, and a man to hold on to. hehe. I am purely happy but still so tired from school and evening activities.

Have a good day girls!

Wasting times over the internetz

Where is everybody? :-(

This is upsetting. I don't see any updates from all the girls and my weekend was.. empty. I didn't do anything productive. No-thing. I've been using this laptop for non-stop hours. I am addicted. I don't deserve this laptop. My grades aren't that good. I failed my Chemistry paper btw. I feel horrible.

And Braces Boy joked with me for the first time today. It was shocking, I tell you. And I didn't have the guts to meet A. What a coward. Today wasn't that good either. I was so sleepy during classes. And my head is spinning around but instead I pretend to smile and play around with my friends.

My brother got home last weekend. Great times. Singing and webcam-ing with my cousin in Terengganu was utterly awesome. That was the highlight of the weekend. Also, I got prank. And I made a new friend, Mr. A. He's HV little brother. So yeah, it's wierd. I spent my birthday money on DVDs. I shouldn't be doing that but yet my obsession towards movies are unstoppable. Also! High School Musical 3 DVD in hands! Extended edition and more. I am quite happy about that. Also, been reading Twilight and kind of pissed with Edward Cullen's character. He seemed unreal.

Conclusion here is I'm upset. So girls, you better cheer me up! *Evil laugh*

I spy with my little eyes.

Well, hello tharrrrrrr.

It has been a busy-busy and a hectic week. Exams are choking me and fracturing the body into pieces. This time, I seriously lied! Well, hopefully everything will be fine. It won't be fine though, if I kept hogging the darling lappy, so, that's a bad news. And the good news is.. Wait a sec. There's no good news. Okay, that's bad. That's the second bad news. Okay.. whatevs.

I was thinking of having fun during the 1 week holiday that's coming up. But then, I don't think I'll have any chances of stepping outside my area. Which is totally sad enough for a lass my age. (Tries to make the puppy-face-look). So, the plans are.. sitting at home revising Form 1 and Form 2's syllabus. And and and, completing the Geography course work which is totally God-damn boring. Like, serious shit type of boring. Maybe I'll grab a few of my mates to accompany me.

Hmm.. What next? Sleeping all day long? I think I'll have to tick that one off my list. (Pulls a sad face) Meh. I love PMR.

Now, I'll have to proceed my date with the books again.

So long, mingers.

♥ Aisyah H______.
I get confused with my name easily. Aisyah Hamid or Aisyah Haziqah? (Sigh)

I love webcam session:

Tuesday. tuesssssdayyyyy. tiusdai. tiiiiusdai. tuueueueuesssday. I'm goin' kah-rez-zy. It's the first week of March and I'm currently sitting for my March test.

I think I've been awake for more than I should. I haven't gotten proper sleep hours, dude! It's been exhausting. But well, its worth it because I manage to answer almost all of the questions of my papers. Except, I've lost 10 marks for Biology because I can't answer the essay question. Darn. I should have read it. But anyways, tomorrow is my Chemistry and Physics paper. I'm going to study like mad. Har har. I've been working my ass off and Papa is about to get a new tennis racket, oh that reminds me to Google about tennis racket later. I don't really know what kind of racket do they sell but I'mma try and see.

Recommend me a tennis racket? Please do.

Sorry for not posting about my super seventeen. I've been studying (lie). But yeah, I'm busy. Go figure! And girls, do suggest me more songs to upload in my iPod. I love y'all. Hugs and smackin' kisses.

P.S. That's HV. *funny faces*.

:)

I'm actually having a pretty good day today. And Zara knows why. *giggles like I'm 5 again*

2nd week of college. To be honest, I'm really liking it. Classmates are nice. Teachers are great. And I have the best group partner, ever. I swear :) Remember the Yusoff guy I mention in my weekend post? Well he's one of the best team player. Partially when we are a team, I do everything. I answer everything. And he lives off my answers xD O'yes! His name is actually spelled Yuosef. Which I have a big problem spelling. Then he presses my head. He still does his part anyway. I might be going to town with his bestfriend this weekend. I'm taking them to Sg Wang to get nice bargains.

Jason Mraz this Wednesday! Can't. Freaking. Wait.

Have an excellent day! Mine certainly was :DDD

♥ Mei Monday's