get ready, get set, go.

The happiness posts were a real nice lift to TTJ, no? And Kat, happiness need not be lavish. For me, happiness is eating a nice ice cream on a hot day. I'm a pretty easy person to please. You get what I mean?

This week has been really slow. I've been rather emotionally&physically drained. Been sick since last week. Been so packed since last week. REAL college starts next week! That means: I get new pretty Macbook :D Super stoke about that. IH ends this week, which means I stop seeing Y so often. To be honest girls, I have no idea where we are going. I don't really want to hurt myself. So I think I'll stay safe and say, We're friends. That'd be it, then that'd be it.

Hopefully the week would look better :)

And I think these Urban/Hip Hop shizz on the radio should come with a warning label. I find them so annoying to be honest. Repeative & predictable. Like the new SouljaBoy track? Something to do with his phone & kissing? Yeah. I've been humming it the whole day. It's so bloody annoying, I feel like poking myself.

Mei Monday's.

happy happy happy

Yeay yeay! It's Friday and it's my day! *grins Okay, since Mei has asked us all to write something happy, thus I shall.

As most of you know, I'm a sucker at Sejarah-always Bs and Cs. But somehow, just somehow, I landed myself an A in the previous intervension. Yeah, to some of you, it might be pathetic but somehow, little things like this are the ones which make you go all warm inside.

Right. One other thing; lets participate for Earth Hour! I know I'm participating. I might just do a live blog post on that particular Saturday, AND, complete with pictures! So, ALLER PEOPLE! Lets save planet Earth!

Cheers, Khadijah.

Something perky.

Mei's challenge. Write about something happy.

It's hard to define the word happy in my current state. So, I'm gonna spam pics about my HAPPY past. There are prolly millions of pictures that I would actually upload, these were some random ones.

Who said we need to have everything we crave for to make our self happy? As long as we have our friends and family by our side, everything is completed, with the outcome of happiness. I think right now, I really want those ultra-giddy and over-the-top-happy feelings back inside me, just like the old days. And I wish everybody to have a happy 2009!

Lots of love, Aisyah H.

Anything Happy

this is my something happy. the current present and may be 'till forever.

yeah I knowww! I sound all mushy and stuff and I've never, ever been this way. not that I have not been in a relationship but, this time it's different?

I may be too young to understand all of this or to be saying all of this or even to be letting this happen but I just can't help it. with him happening, I'm all happy and I know I'll be happy when I'm with him. I could just prove something someday ;)

I wish for Mei to be with whoever she wants to be, the one who won't break her heart or keep her head spinning like the tea cup at Genting. good luck with Y, Mei!

I wish for Zara to find the one to make her happy.

I wish that I'd be with him forever. hehe ;P

I wish for Aisyah Haziqah to always be happy, with or without a boy by her side.

I wish for Kat's smiles. I wish that someone will know how to appreciate her as much as she is worth.

but still, a guy is not the only option to be happy. ya knoww.

err, peace out to every parent that's reading! hehe ;)

even so, I'd still like to write about something crappy.

yesterday I played Basketball. I jumped and landed with one of my fingers not really the way it's supposed to be. so now it's swollen and I'm annoyed that I can't walk properly -.-

With love, Aisyah P

My Happy Story

I have the best mother in the world. She is my world.

Ana Dasf! (thats I'm sorry in arab)

I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT POSTING LAST WEEK!
I totally got the days mixed up. Aren't I a genius? Hahaha. I'm sorry girls! Zara made sure I had to post today. Heehee :D

Life's just freaking full of surprises. Its takes unexpected turns at the weirdest turnings. And it usually doesn't put a signal 1st. Last week was just crazy. I can't believe I've even made it this far without collapsing entirely! Most of the TTJ girls know about my Mr. Y :) Who I know doesn't reek of indie boy goodness but hey comprise sister! Com-pri-miseee. He has these amazing views of the world and the best smile. He's the definition of awesome.

My results were decent. I know people expected more from me, I'm sorry I had let them down. Thanks for those who still told me no matter what I'm gonna go so far until my legs would be numb. One thing I've learnt: Never expect everything to be the way they should be. Either way, life goes on ey?

I have... A CHALLENGE!
Write about something happy. Doesn't matter whether it's from the past or current. As long as it's happy. You can write about your cat. Or your first bike. Whatever. Totally up to you!

My happy time is when I was 6, I had this really cute bantal busuk which is now deceases. Haha. I loved it so much, I brought it everywhere. I wasn't able to sleep without it. I loved it like it was my boyfriend. I don't remember if it had a name but whenever I sniffed that brown glory, I would have the biggest grin. I was a kid that is easily pleased. Haha :D

Hopefully you girls have nice stories to share! Have a great week loves!

Mei Monday's xx

I need help, seriously.

This is what I do when I'm bored. I should be studying right?

Hey girls, it's Sunday. I'm pissed/mad/confused/sad/odd. I'm sorry Mei, I promise on Tuesday I'll post something happy. But today, I feel like utter sh*t. It's rather pathetic or sadistic(Ha ha Yuna's words). I'm so stupid for following my instinct. I should have never waited for someone that is so perfect and unbelievable sexy and have great personality. Sounds like a commercial, ain't it? Hell, it's true.

I feel so stupid I want to punch my head with a door knob.

I can't be bothered about my studies. I really need inspiration and more motivation. Good god, I can't believe that my school has been selected the best for SPM blah blah in Selangor. It made me so scared to sit for my SPM. I'm more confused now than ever. I really should have just ignore everything around me and focus. I need my mother this instant. I need my friends to support me but I'm the one who have been there for them and none of them have been there for me. Yeah, I know I'm just nobody around them because usually I'm always happy and cheerful in school so I bet nobody thought that I might be slightly confused with my own self. Slightly unbalanced.

I got three failed papers now. I'm freaking scared. I know, I still have more time to prepare for this exam but I don't get it.. Why everybody can answered this paper without any hesitation/panic moments. I panicked. I frigging panicked. My adrenaline rush is on top of my lungs. I love adrenaline rush but during exams I got blurred quite easily and it's not good. I can't answered those questions properly.

I really don't get it. Why in the world would he acts that somehow I'm like his second bitch. Am I missing something here? Can't you just say it to my face that you like/hate me. I have been so stupid when I'm around you. I can't be upset when I'm around you. The aura of yours made me so happy that I can sleep with my eyes open. This is confusing. All this bullshit. All this nonsense. Go away, please.

My parents expecting me to get a scholarship. How in the world am I going to get a scholarship when I've been playing around a lot. God, help me.

I've been playing my guitar for quite sometime and I just realised that I love to sing and I would really love to compose a song. I made it sound stupid though. I can't go to anything that related to science because it's not my calling. Seriously. And I never been into numbers and numbers.Well yeah, I don't know what to do? It's just so confuse. Plus, I'm not exposed to real world. I've been into virtual world, always. It's confusing when I have to face the real world that made me feel like I'm so small and stupid.

If I keep on pressing this keypad I might never stop. This post is really long. I might delete this later. Maybe. Yes. No. This is depressing. I should just stop here.

Sorry girls. I just need to let it out.