0208AM

Dearest Syaziqer,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDETTE!

Your presence has been sorely missed around here. I miss the days where we could lounge in the field, feeling the heat of the sun on our toes, laughing and giggling along like a couple of mad hatters. I miss seeing you draw and flipping through your sketchbook while waiting for the regular afternoon assemblies. I miss listening to you talk of bands which I have never heard before. Most of all, I miss you skinny Cadbury eating human.

Lets pray that we all get to meet up soon enough. Dad, I know you're reading this. HINT HINT *grin* And I'm sorry for the early morning post. I know I'll be too lazy to post anything tonight as I feel like drawing. But then again, when have I not felt like drawing aye?

Mmmm. I'm also in like with Chris Martin. Will someone give him to me as a birthday gift? Haha, NOT. Please don't. I don't want to be chased by Gwyneth Paltrow and her super skinny sexay legs which I secretly want. Tee hee.

Muchos love,
Khadijah.

Perverted

I tried to bake a chocolate cake again today because I have never, ever succeeded baking one :(
Since my KH teacher says that all the recipes in the Textbook is guaranteed, I tried. But I guess the pan was too large for the batch and I haven't yet master the art of culinary, sooo, it wasn't even near to spongy :(
Takpe takpe, keep trying! :D

Well anyway, after recess's bell rang, Kat, Syaza and I were walking back to class when Syaza suddenly said "Kesian kan kalau jadi lelaki". Why? Becauseeeee, it would be so annoying having girls around you acting all giddy and "sweet", giggling as if you could fall for her even with her constantly pinching and smacking your biceps "softly". Get me? And then we remembered this one girl who said she was cold to this one guy and all of a sudden, she took the guy's hands and smiled to the guy as if they were together for years when they have never even had a real conversation. And the guy was ................. Ghazi. ahahahahahahahahaha it was so funny he half jumped when the girl took his hand and smiled. hahaha.

This has proved that, Pervert is not a word for just guys ;)

Another bad luck tuesday:

I don't think I can live without you D:

I watched Bride Wars yesterday. Yes, I can't believe myself I just watch that movie last night as of I didn't had the chance to catch that movie in the cinema. Blame exams/parents. Kidding. I really like that kind of movie; best friends' dreams and all. It's so glory amusing. I was touched by the storyline where both best friends fought because of the wedding dates/Plaza place thingy. I was half asleep watching 'cause I was tired but I did catch the story though. Overall, I love it!

I cried so hard by the way and my eyes friggin' sore. LMAO, blame that good movie. I wish I'll still be there/be friends with my best friend, Anis Ashikin Azahar. She's amazing. Perfectionist, sort of. She's inperfect in perfect ways. Can I say that? Ha-ha who cares. Bottom of this, I really do love my best friend :) She's been there but not really there but she would try anything to survive this friendship, I know she will 'cause I will so too.

I guess sometimes we had misunderstanding. Well, most of the time. We're different in many ways but that makes us strong. I know she never meant to hurt me in any ways. Even though, sometimes I can lose control of my emotions and hurt her but I never, like, really never meant to hurt you, Anis. I'm sorry Anis for today. I was so pissed during assembly. That girl was looking/glaring/wtv she did to me that staring thing, she is so effin' pissing me off.

Back off lah, aku dah let go kau nak give aku that b*tchy stare lagi pahal?

I was about to tell you about it but I think I kinda put my anger on you because I was so freaking exhausted from all those bullshit. It's over kan. I know it is. And yeah, I'm okay. I really am focusing for SPM now. As of, doing all the homework and assignments with actual mind set. I have to focus and you'll help me, right? I love you Anis. I'm really sorry if you terasa today. I really am sorry.

Everything is due too quick, too fast. Too much at one go. Dying, I swear. However, I can do it. And I'm going to do it when I'm finished writing here (hahaha, alasan). Grid drawing sucks. I don't care for precision nor accuracy. I'm no longer a Physics student! No disrespecting to Mrs. Yoong (alias, Puan Tan Tee Hwa), she taught me gooood. Also my soft pastels are mocking me in their box. Too purdy to want to use them. *pats them sadly*

Cheer '09 was so-so. Head spinned at repeative use of Boom Boom Pow. What is so nice about that song, really? I'd like to Boom Boom Pow you for liking that song. Cheer lads are AWHSHUM. They can kick more than Cheer lassies! Gotta give 'em cred yo. Imagine that lompat split and landing with a FULL FRONTAL KAPOW SPLIT! For men to land.. goodness. Bola kau okay ke tak hah? HAHAHAHA. Met Ari (of Ink&Charcoal) via Shishi (of juice-box). He speaks with very stunning accent. Sweet jesus! Didn't have much of conversation sadly. Noise killed my chances. Chilled with J and giggled at Pineapple's losing and being total babies about it. You just see when we're gonna kick you off the debate row silly pineapple's. You so lame, Spongebob refuses to live in you nemore. HAHAHA, pwn :D

Alright, gotta sambung buat kerja and waiting for my lime+milk popsicles to come. Woo. Have a good week girls!

p/s: MEET UP MUST HAPPEN! I INSIST :P

Mei Monday xx.

Saturday: Mango Pudding

I fell in love with Zac Efron over & over & over & over... You get me.

Bad news: Modem internet frigg-ishly MELETOP! *BAM!* Hahahaaaaa xD
Good news: Gold and me are back in action.

It's good to know that someone you used to look up to finally set down their foot on the ground and enjoy each other while we can. I've done my part. I feel good, better. I want to say thank you to My Bunch, who helped me throughout the difficult moments. And to my best friend, ansashkn, for the support and love. I can't thank you guys with just words but I know you know that I want you guys to know that I love each of you so much. And TTJs, I'm good now :)

Hello TTJs, first of all, I'm sorry I never cope up with the challenges. But I'm trying to read all the posts back to find the challenges to finally do 'em. Or maybe someone who challenge us can put a column on the site of the blog; The Challenges or something? Please? (I'm very eager to make 'em all come true har har :P)

Come one TTJs! Brighten up! Wakey wakey! More updates in the future okay? And I'll probably be updating during weekends 'cause of SPM and all. Sorry girls but I will update no matter what! Hehehe xD and and plan the meet up okay girls! August's holiday is coming. Plan early so that we can see when we're free and such.

Lot's of love and giggles, Z.

WALAWOEHHH

Hello, the weekends are near :D

Oh gosh. Its already July people! PMR is in a couple of months and my brain isn't cooperating with me. All it ever wants to do is draw, daydream, play piano, draw, draw, eat, draw, sleep, sleep and sleep. No wonder I'm such a fatso now. Good God. I really have to start fasting or any other form of losing weight. Daymn man.

So, right now, I'm hungry and I want Coldplay's Prospekt's March CD. I downloaded the live album, LeftRightLeftRightLeft just now from their website and God, I must say that I am in love with Coldplay. Just, they're awesome.

Ahmmmm, what else. Okay, girls. Can we meetup in the nearest time? I miss yer lot much more than I miss not eating bread for a long long time, and I assure you, thats a lot. So, any ideas when? Miss yer peopleeee.

Muchos love, Khadijah.

What would you rather choose?

Won't some people just get over it and get a life?

Crowding up other people's life, making them miserable, you're going into the wrong lane baby. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I just love to sigh lately. Let me do it again. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Okay, dah jadi bodoh semacam.

K<3ULOADZ.BYE.

♥ Aisyah