I don't know what or how to feel right now. Since Y has to leave me to return to his country. There's a 99.9% chance he's not coming back here. It didn't help that when I drew a ): on a yellow post it note, flashed it at him through the webcam and he told me back:
): too, meiI almost cried. Twice.
It's really hard for me right now. Since I really like this boy and he's a lot of things I'd like in a person. And he looks so fucking sexy in flannel. And his smile melts my heart. However, I can't be selfish and not let him pursue his long life dream/ambitions. I can't hold him back..
Geez, I feel like Ross or Rachel in friends right now.
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