LOL

THEY MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD! BLESS YOUTUBE.

It's been kinda up and down lately. hahahahahahaha everyday up and down la -.-" but anyways, I think I'm putting much aside my artistic side. I don't even know if that side even exists. Yeah. Whatever. I just love Kat's art project (yang dpt tgk sikit je dekat uncle Haq's blog tp still puas hati tgk sbb sgt menarikkkkk!). Salute Kat! xD

Two more days till exam end! But both days are heavy subjects! God. Tomorrow's paper is Additional Mathematics and the next day is History paper 1 and Physics paper 1 and 3. I feel so happy and I don't know why. It's 4 in the evening and I feel so sleepy! Going to bed I guess, later girls. Hugs and kisses.

i am Kanye's cousin, yo

I'm Mei East. Get familiar!
HAHAHAHAHHAA. Far along this road, she lost her soul to man so heartless.

I'm really just trying to make the situation better actually although Yousef doesn't really leave my head. I wish the thoughts would stop though. I'd like to really focus. But these things don't happen over night.

College's been really fun. My classmates make laugh so hard, I can't breathe :) They are the nicest and most weirdest bunch of people. Shane actually came up to me today as I was about to go home. He looked like a Doll (of PCD) with Yi Teng's white hoodie on and told me in the most sultry voice ever: "Don't misss me, Mei." I looked at him with my D: face. Ended up we both laughed so hard. The rest are just mad. We make the sickest jokes.

Alright I have assigments to finish.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS AND I REALLY MISS EVERY ONE OF YOU <3

Mei Mondays x

Zara-graphy? hahaha

Oh yes-- It's Zunday Zara. Ha ha ha. Morning girls.









Exams. Exams. Exams. Mama's coming home on 6th June. I'm happy, done.

smiles, and maybe more?

No, this is not because two questions from 2008 PMR History paper came out for today's Diagnostic. This is something.....big. Something which might make Syaza and Aisyah go, "Kaaaaaaaaaaaat. Tu lah, negativity lagi." Yes.

Arahan sebelum mengetahui isi kandungan seyuman Kat:

1. Head on to my dad's blog. Read this post.
2. Read the first comment. Reread if you're in disbelief, or anything else of said context.
3. Scream at me-if you must.

Muchos love, Khadijah.

Brain freeze!

I am currently drinking my brother's blue Slurpee and having a brain freeze. Ugh.

I can't believe Bahasa Melayu paper for the diagnostic was hard! For the first time ever I had a head ache caused by a BM paper. Hmph.
I'm leaving for Perth this Sunday so I won't be finishing my diagnostic. Ehehe. I'll be coming back on the 17th of June. Yeah, I'll be missing a lot.

Please give a clap for the new name of our band ; Kat and The Fishes! xD

I hope everyone's doing fine ;)

I like making faces

It has been... Quite boring.

Exams here. Modem is still here and I'm blogging awayyy~ hahaha shut up.

So, hello. Mei, I'm here for you maa and I miss gila gila with you maa. And what is pneumamasomething tu? Hahaha I'm so lazy to find out what it is. Even Google hates me now. I've been obsessed with YouTube. Bless YouTube. All hail YouTube. Youtube, marry me?

I can't wait for this holiday to come. I just want the exam to finish as soon as possible because I'm so sleepy. I want to sleep. I didn't even get my beauty sleep 'cause I've been staying up late/waking up way early to study. I have to score! I just have to. And guess what? I think I'm now very calm when sitting for my exam papers. I think that particular someone and it made me smile and I'm *zap* focus.

I'm in denial. Hella for denial Zara! Haha not funny. That's all. Toodles!

no happiness on mondays

Wow. Where do I begin?

It's been the hardest point of my life. I get to know the person I like is going to leave me then I get diagnosed with Pneumonia. However, I've been keeping an optimistic spirit through the tough situations. It helps a little.

I didn't say goodbye to Yousef on May 14th. Simply because I felt like it wouldn't make a difference even if I did. I did give him the card 2 week earlier, so that was my goodbye. Everyone was mad at me and told me I would regret it. I don't think I would. This is just how I feel I should confront it. I know it's not the way everyone would do it but I guess I'm not everyone.

I'm obviously really upset. I cried like I haven't in ages on the 13th but I spend the whole of 14th distracting myself. I'm good at that.. distracting myself.

I got scolded earlier tonight for telling someone it's easier to tell someone don't think about it. They gave me no mercy and went all Rambo. And I agreed. I didn't know what I wanted to myself.. I shouldn't have even asked that person anyway. Padan muka Mei kena balik.

I'm trying my best to take it easy and really pull through. So far, I'm doing pretty fine. Not superbly excellent but these things don't happen overnight right? Yeah.

I guess the whole exprience taught me a lot. It's something I'm going to remember and bring with me wherever I go. That smile is still fresh in my memory banks for now.. I might forget it eventually. Someday I'm going to be able to look back and laugh. Someday.

I hope the rest of you (readers, fellow TTJ's) are doing better than I am.

Mei Mondays.

of DNA and proteins

Proteins can't exist without DNA and DNA has no purpose without proteins. Are we to assume, then, that they arose simultaneously with the purpose of supporting each other? If so: wow.
-Bill Bryson, A Short History of Nearly Everything

Okay, thats all I have to say :)

Another crappy monologue.

I seriously would. And I want to be happy as well. So, please don't walk away without me.

Living the life!

I am now perfectly happy. I still have the ups and downs though. But yeah, we'll never know if we keep on frowning and let the world spins without our joy. We'll miss something fun out of it. I'm enjoying my senior year(how typical) and still trying to cope up with my studies. Midterms is less than three days and here I am sneaking to get the internet connection to go online and post something on TTJ.

Girls, how are you?

Above pictures. I had a great Sunday. Razeeq's birthday bash. My best friend, Anis came. We had lots of fun. Laughing and rolling on the floor involved. And it's also mother's day. So, to all beautiful moms out there.. Happy Mother's Day to you! Hope you had a great Mother's day celebration.

I wished my mom. And I planned a suprise mother's day present for her hehehe xD

So, yeah, that's, it.. I think. I'm just happy and miserable at the same time but mostly happy and happy. I love being happy! HAHAHA I'm gonna stop now. See ya later, calculator.

P/S: I slapped someone's face today hahahahhhahaha xD

Hey girls, sorry for missing a post!

Anyway, I've got not so good news to share. I'm not going to beat around the bush, I'm going to just say it,
I've been diagnosed with Pneumonia.
It's nothing major so far but in my opnion, when you have blood in your phlegm... It's bound to be major. I'm on antibiotics now. And I have most sexiest voice. It'd be totally awesome if.. pneumonia wasn't this deadly viral thats breathing in my lungs.

I finish my antibiotics today and tomorrow if my doctor thinks I'm not getting any better, I get admitted. I'm really kind of scared to be honest but I'm being positive.

The timing for everything is.. horrible for me. I get to know I have this crazy viral in my body and then to know it's only a few more days until I have to see Yousef leave..

So yeah I guess it's a lose-lose situation..
Life just sucks :)

Forever & Always

Yes, I know I've been missing several Fridays now but it just can't be helped. I can't use the PC that much nowadays. So, yes. I'm terribly sorry (makes sad face)

Let me tell a story of my science lab partners.
Puan Mahmudah was at the front talking about chapter 6 and as usual, Darrell was crapping about with me while Farah and Syaza were asking questions of some chemical equation. Suddenly while I was filling out some empty spaces in my Science practical book, Darrell suddenly said

Gatal gile kaki pakai kasut!

Low and I were already laughing. Lucky Puan Mahmudah didn't get mad. Heeee. I don't know how I'm going to make it through a day without them if I do get MRSM next year ;(

Cheers, Khadijah.

Derby

My birthday was awe to the some! Do I really need to tell all the deets here? Go to my blog please. hehe

okay ...... I really don't know what to write about. hmph

Oh right! Here it is, our first BOTB entry!

I should post up the one we practiced too since you can't hear the flute much. But I shall do that later on. I sounded so nervous! I might say I actually wasn't that nervous but I guess I just couldn't shake off the excess. heh. And I hope you guys didn't expect too much :S

Have a good day! :)

OMG!

Today was.. Quite peaceful.

I really tried to ignore any negativity and it worked. A little, yeah. And I'm not that stable right now because I still can't avoid my nervous problem. Oh dear, my name was called to the front of the hall and to answer a question and I'm about to die. hahahahahahahaha mengarut.

Anyways, someone is already 1 year older on Sunday. Wishing you all the best yo Aisyah!

From Kajang to Wangsa Maju

AISYAH PAHMI!

HAPPY EFFIN' BIRTHDAY!






P/S: You're getting older! hauahuahaaa Lots of love from Zara Suhaimee.