ALLÔ?

Muchos love, Khadijah.
Also: In reply to Mei's draft girls, please do check the drafts area as well.

GIRLS PLEASE SEE THE EDIT POSTS AREA!
There's a draft for you all :)

And TTJ readers, all of us might be absent for a while. We'll tell everyone soon.

Have a good day, Mei xx

Sunday Sugar

Oh dear, I've been spending my time in my room for quite too long and I think I'm about to explode! LMAO Kidding. I like my room though :)
News.. News.. News..

I've been doing good and I have to update this later okay. I'll edit this later, Ibu wants to use the broadband. Later tau! hehehe sorry :D

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Okay so. I've been busy studying/doing revision (well.. sorta) and don't blame me for the missing posts. Broadband is in Ibu's hand, mind you. I only got the chance to get my butt online during weekends. Itu pun kalau tak busy dgn sekolah and tuition and mengaji and music class. (HAHA) Yes, I am solid.

Anywhoozer, on my current obsession/craving/whatever: I WANT TORTOISES! :(

I've been using my allowance to buy food. I eat and eat and eat. But, yeah I eat a lot. Hahaha who cares, I love to eat! :D Oh, I love my friends, closest ones. They are all very sweet. I mean most of 'em and I feel happy when I think about 'em all then I think of you guys. Gosh, we really need to put together a meet up! I miss each of you guys. Ingat tak masa last year we met tu? We had so much fun. The laughing and the jokes. Gosh. Hahaha good times, good times.

And I have a friend who is very very very annoying but I do love the annoyances and the stupid jokes we shared and all those silly things we do to each other. I hope this will last forever :) Please don't leave me, dude. And I miss Anis so much. Weekends holidays are the days we are separated from each other. I'mma hug you tomorrow okay, bi-bi!

Loves, Zara Suhaimee.

P/S: From now on I'm going to update during weekend, okay girls!

Photos summary:

I'll post about my two weeks break-from-the-internet later, aye? xx

that was short

Ha ha ha. I'm not at school, therefore I get to stay at home and play with Muhammad all day long. Oh heck, ain't that nice. Okay, well maybe its not that nice. Can't gossip with Aisyah and Syaza, can't laugh along with Rachel, Ervin and the rest. Dayum.

So people, whats up?
Trials for us SVs are in a few weeks time and I think I'll be on hiatus. I think I need to start exercising because I'm fat and we all know it don't we and I feel like baking PB&J cupcakes and also cookies. Heee. And and and! I'm painting on canvas now with Janiz. I'll post the picture of the not-so-finished piece tomorrow, if I can.

Hmmm. People, I miss you guys.
Muchos love, Khadijah.

It turned out to be quirky?

I just don't know why everything seem to be wrong lately. I mean, everything. It's pretty sad. I'm sorry for being dead lately in TTJ. I don't think I have any more words left to describe anything. I feel miserable for no reason, whatsoever. And yet, people think I'm probably the luckiest girl living on Earth. How can that be lucky? Well, I'm partly lucky because I do have someone that does care about me. I mean, everybody needs at least on of them right?

Hung out with my mates before tuition. Pure silent sessions occured, it wasn't a good sight. Agak bosan lah. But, something was missing.. Something that I longed for was missing.

Nevermind. Aint my lucky day.

Opaque

I don't like the fact that it's so hazy nowadays. Makes breathing and seeing difficult.

OH, a classroom at my school was on fire last Monday. They said that there were sparks when they turned on the air conditioner in the MPV room but they ignored it and then some time later the plastic of the air cond melted and it fell onto a table. None was injured or in bad shape, thank God. But the smell did its work on some students. The ones with asthma and there was this one boy he collapsed because he took in too much soot but he was perfectly fine before, he was running around calling his friends to go to the school field, telling his story over and over again because he was there when it happened.

The haze is just bad. Sigh

It's okay to have scars
They will make you who you are
It's okay to have fear
Because that means you aren't scared of coming here
And in the middle of the night
So if you'll want to talk
Because you know that I want to talk too
— Slow Club; Christmas TV

*taps on everyone's desktop screens*
Where is everyoneeee? Please don't let TTJ fail girls!

Hello :)

Posting frm ze iphone while enjoying coffee :)

No, I'm not at starbucks. Wish I was though. Hehe. iPhone is very awesome but plus applications, it'd be 5 times better. However I am greatful I still get to use it. Typing can be a bit tricky but otherwise, (Y).

SEMESTER IS OOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVEEEEER!
Relived! And half sad aswell. Life goes on either way. If many of you are wondering why I'm leaving my current college, The reason is certainly not because of Yousef. It'd be dumb make him the reason. I feel like LUCT isn't my cup of tea. I say this because I've seen the real side of this college. I'm not disrecpecting anyone that enjoys the college or works there either. But remember, one man's pleasure is another man's poison. I'll be honest and say that I don't get why people say it's so great. Maybe it's just me? Either way I don't regret my choices, but I'm taking it as something to learn from. So the next time round I know how to make better choices. I feel bad for burning my dad's money mostly. I think even if this place didn't work out for me, I still met the most amazing people. Both my lecturers and friends. I hope they would still be in contact with me :D

For jenli & Julian, you girls are the best. Unpretentious and been through as much as I have. We have plenty in common and if we're far, we'll still be tight with each other. Take care of each other, okay? Julian, you're going to have a good life ahead. Jenli, you're the craziest person but in a good way. All 3 of us, we are gonna go into the industry together one day. I love you 2 girls most and I'm about to cry right know. I'm gona stop now. Heh.

My advice? Pleaaaaaaseee make your choices very very very wisely. Think of what you want to do, find a huge list of colleges and see the counsellors. ASK ASK ASK. Don't think just because someone says it's good means it's good for you. And this is personaly from me, don't get involved in any relationship even in college. Please girls, the boys are still the same and it's going to affect you a lot. I've seen ( and shamely admit to have lived it) people crying on my shoulders because they were left and verbally tortured by their jerk excuse of a man. Like juyi has once quote to me,

These are not MEN, these are ball-less BOYS

I end my post now. I hope my advice/exprience would inspire and help many of our readers :)

Have a good week girls <3

Mei Mondddaaayy.
p/s: happy belated bday aisyah hamid! I tried callin you bt you didn't answer.

Hari Kantin 09'

I'mma ghost/pontianak(tak menjadi but scary enough ha ha) for a day.
This is for SMK Jalan Empat, Bandar Baru Bangi's Canteen's Day. I've lend a job to be one of the ghost. And I think it was okay lah, overall. My make up (above picture) already cair. But anywhoozer, Happy Effin Belated Birthday, Aisyah Haziqah.

Gonna do something useful like.. Eat!

0208AM

Dearest Syaziqer,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDETTE!

Your presence has been sorely missed around here. I miss the days where we could lounge in the field, feeling the heat of the sun on our toes, laughing and giggling along like a couple of mad hatters. I miss seeing you draw and flipping through your sketchbook while waiting for the regular afternoon assemblies. I miss listening to you talk of bands which I have never heard before. Most of all, I miss you skinny Cadbury eating human.

Lets pray that we all get to meet up soon enough. Dad, I know you're reading this. HINT HINT *grin* And I'm sorry for the early morning post. I know I'll be too lazy to post anything tonight as I feel like drawing. But then again, when have I not felt like drawing aye?

Mmmm. I'm also in like with Chris Martin. Will someone give him to me as a birthday gift? Haha, NOT. Please don't. I don't want to be chased by Gwyneth Paltrow and her super skinny sexay legs which I secretly want. Tee hee.

Muchos love,
Khadijah.

Perverted

I tried to bake a chocolate cake again today because I have never, ever succeeded baking one :(
Since my KH teacher says that all the recipes in the Textbook is guaranteed, I tried. But I guess the pan was too large for the batch and I haven't yet master the art of culinary, sooo, it wasn't even near to spongy :(
Takpe takpe, keep trying! :D

Well anyway, after recess's bell rang, Kat, Syaza and I were walking back to class when Syaza suddenly said "Kesian kan kalau jadi lelaki". Why? Becauseeeee, it would be so annoying having girls around you acting all giddy and "sweet", giggling as if you could fall for her even with her constantly pinching and smacking your biceps "softly". Get me? And then we remembered this one girl who said she was cold to this one guy and all of a sudden, she took the guy's hands and smiled to the guy as if they were together for years when they have never even had a real conversation. And the guy was ................. Ghazi. ahahahahahahahahaha it was so funny he half jumped when the girl took his hand and smiled. hahaha.

This has proved that, Pervert is not a word for just guys ;)

Another bad luck tuesday:

I don't think I can live without you D:

I watched Bride Wars yesterday. Yes, I can't believe myself I just watch that movie last night as of I didn't had the chance to catch that movie in the cinema. Blame exams/parents. Kidding. I really like that kind of movie; best friends' dreams and all. It's so glory amusing. I was touched by the storyline where both best friends fought because of the wedding dates/Plaza place thingy. I was half asleep watching 'cause I was tired but I did catch the story though. Overall, I love it!

I cried so hard by the way and my eyes friggin' sore. LMAO, blame that good movie. I wish I'll still be there/be friends with my best friend, Anis Ashikin Azahar. She's amazing. Perfectionist, sort of. She's inperfect in perfect ways. Can I say that? Ha-ha who cares. Bottom of this, I really do love my best friend :) She's been there but not really there but she would try anything to survive this friendship, I know she will 'cause I will so too.

I guess sometimes we had misunderstanding. Well, most of the time. We're different in many ways but that makes us strong. I know she never meant to hurt me in any ways. Even though, sometimes I can lose control of my emotions and hurt her but I never, like, really never meant to hurt you, Anis. I'm sorry Anis for today. I was so pissed during assembly. That girl was looking/glaring/wtv she did to me that staring thing, she is so effin' pissing me off.

Back off lah, aku dah let go kau nak give aku that b*tchy stare lagi pahal?

I was about to tell you about it but I think I kinda put my anger on you because I was so freaking exhausted from all those bullshit. It's over kan. I know it is. And yeah, I'm okay. I really am focusing for SPM now. As of, doing all the homework and assignments with actual mind set. I have to focus and you'll help me, right? I love you Anis. I'm really sorry if you terasa today. I really am sorry.

Everything is due too quick, too fast. Too much at one go. Dying, I swear. However, I can do it. And I'm going to do it when I'm finished writing here (hahaha, alasan). Grid drawing sucks. I don't care for precision nor accuracy. I'm no longer a Physics student! No disrespecting to Mrs. Yoong (alias, Puan Tan Tee Hwa), she taught me gooood. Also my soft pastels are mocking me in their box. Too purdy to want to use them. *pats them sadly*

Cheer '09 was so-so. Head spinned at repeative use of Boom Boom Pow. What is so nice about that song, really? I'd like to Boom Boom Pow you for liking that song. Cheer lads are AWHSHUM. They can kick more than Cheer lassies! Gotta give 'em cred yo. Imagine that lompat split and landing with a FULL FRONTAL KAPOW SPLIT! For men to land.. goodness. Bola kau okay ke tak hah? HAHAHAHA. Met Ari (of Ink&Charcoal) via Shishi (of juice-box). He speaks with very stunning accent. Sweet jesus! Didn't have much of conversation sadly. Noise killed my chances. Chilled with J and giggled at Pineapple's losing and being total babies about it. You just see when we're gonna kick you off the debate row silly pineapple's. You so lame, Spongebob refuses to live in you nemore. HAHAHA, pwn :D

Alright, gotta sambung buat kerja and waiting for my lime+milk popsicles to come. Woo. Have a good week girls!

p/s: MEET UP MUST HAPPEN! I INSIST :P

Mei Monday xx.

Saturday: Mango Pudding

I fell in love with Zac Efron over & over & over & over... You get me.

Bad news: Modem internet frigg-ishly MELETOP! *BAM!* Hahahaaaaa xD
Good news: Gold and me are back in action.

It's good to know that someone you used to look up to finally set down their foot on the ground and enjoy each other while we can. I've done my part. I feel good, better. I want to say thank you to My Bunch, who helped me throughout the difficult moments. And to my best friend, ansashkn, for the support and love. I can't thank you guys with just words but I know you know that I want you guys to know that I love each of you so much. And TTJs, I'm good now :)

Hello TTJs, first of all, I'm sorry I never cope up with the challenges. But I'm trying to read all the posts back to find the challenges to finally do 'em. Or maybe someone who challenge us can put a column on the site of the blog; The Challenges or something? Please? (I'm very eager to make 'em all come true har har :P)

Come one TTJs! Brighten up! Wakey wakey! More updates in the future okay? And I'll probably be updating during weekends 'cause of SPM and all. Sorry girls but I will update no matter what! Hehehe xD and and plan the meet up okay girls! August's holiday is coming. Plan early so that we can see when we're free and such.

Lot's of love and giggles, Z.

WALAWOEHHH

Hello, the weekends are near :D

Oh gosh. Its already July people! PMR is in a couple of months and my brain isn't cooperating with me. All it ever wants to do is draw, daydream, play piano, draw, draw, eat, draw, sleep, sleep and sleep. No wonder I'm such a fatso now. Good God. I really have to start fasting or any other form of losing weight. Daymn man.

So, right now, I'm hungry and I want Coldplay's Prospekt's March CD. I downloaded the live album, LeftRightLeftRightLeft just now from their website and God, I must say that I am in love with Coldplay. Just, they're awesome.

Ahmmmm, what else. Okay, girls. Can we meetup in the nearest time? I miss yer lot much more than I miss not eating bread for a long long time, and I assure you, thats a lot. So, any ideas when? Miss yer peopleeee.

Muchos love, Khadijah.

What would you rather choose?

Won't some people just get over it and get a life?

Crowding up other people's life, making them miserable, you're going into the wrong lane baby. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I just love to sigh lately. Let me do it again. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Okay, dah jadi bodoh semacam.

K<3ULOADZ.BYE.

♥ Aisyah

HELLO

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm cutting the I'm Sorry crap. I've been away for three weeks to Perth and had two weeks here being busy. Still am now. Third Intrevention on Monday! And PMR in three month's time. haih.

I had a nice time in Perth. Notice the not "A BLAST!" or "great", it was okay. Perth was friendly. There was this one construction worker who greeted me with a salam and he's matsalleh :D I like the sales persons there. They are like, HI HOW ARE YOU?, HOW ARE YOU TODAY LUV? and ARE OKAY IN THERE? when we're in fitting rooms, each greet with a hugeeeeee smile and sincerity that is so abnormal I have ever seen when meeting strangers. And on the last day I was there, we went out for our last shopping at the city, which is just steps away from my sister's apartment, I had a looooong conversation with this pretty 19 year old lady, a salesperson at a shoe store. It was amazing how excited they are to meet people. It's like everyone's your family. Even when you're a muslim. I absolutely salute that part.

I went sightseeing in Perth and went to Albany, where it's next to beaches. It's slightly colder there and they have loads of farms. Stayed there for 2 days. I went whale-watching, my God it was awesome! And a lot more places we stopped at along the trip. Oh, I also went sand-boarding in Perth. Best! I couldn't upload any picture right now because the drive is umm, not available. haha.

Three weeks there was just too long. It could be better if the city was more exciting. Because all the shops close at 5 p.m. T.T

I'm sorry for missing loads of posts and I hope everyone's doing great.
Mei, YOU CAN DO IT! Simply because you're awesome :D

G'day!