Happy last Tuesday in March

Happy birthday, Atiqah Zakirah!
No, I wasn't in someone's internet line.

I had permission from my step mother to use the internet 'cause I'm finishing my assignment on English PLBS. Yep, I really am working my ass off. So, my weekend flowed just fine. One of my friend, Iman lost her father in a tragic accident. If you read The Stars or any newspaper you can find a tragic accident happened to two person, doctors, both paediatrician. Al-Fatihah..

I bought cute stickers last Sunday night and a book.

Also, I'm really working hard during my tennis training. I did bought a new tennis racket (which is nobody recommended anything to me, so yeah blahblah). Papa bought me a Wilson racket. Still trying to get use to it. Whatever lah.

And I love making jokes with new friends.


Oh and Mei, I love you. Be happy, will you?

i need hugs

And this is how my heart looks like probably..
I don't really know how to feel anymore.

Girls, we have a problem.

I am not allowed to be online until the weekend pops in. Yes, the ultimate super daddy is limiting my online issues. I am now in a 'nerdy' pose to strike the books and unfinished homework. I can't be bothered to even ask for "Tuesday" online hours, only Tuesday. I am that coward. I guess this is the best for me, ain't it?

So, I am here to ask all of you girls if I could post on Saturday/Sunday?

Moving on.. This week has been way unpredictable than ever. B-boy talked and joked with me, again. Contacted through MySpace, bless MySpace. Jealous moments. Issues done. And embarrassed by long pauses and stairs stoppin' involved. Super quick meeting on the stairs ain't no good darlings. Laugh involved too. How quick are we to be friends? Last year-- Looking from afar and today.. Bam! Part-friend, part-enemy. I can't handle the intimacy between braces boy and my girlfriend (one of my good buddies). Trying to avoid the chaos. Blah blah end of story. I might just enjoy this.

The big news is: I'm done with Husky Voice. Superbly done. Don't ask why but it's better this way. We ain't going anywhere. He'll stay as my good friend as it is. I feel relieved to just let go this feeling. I'm focusing on the major prize (SPM). I can do it! (I don't know why.. But I'm a little hyper these days ha ha). Schools has been amazing with all the funny crowds and friends being bitchy to each other. We ain't no gangster but we smackin' each other. Okay, not funny.

So, anyways, girls, help me to get through my days without going online okay?

YO EARTHLINGS

Earth Hour is tomorrow people! Switch your lights off and I'll love you long time.

Cheers, Khadijah.

Smile pls.

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I have no idea why, I'm pretty happy lately! Like, really really really happy. Must be the awesome mood swings that had just gone retarded or something. Cos I would usually be all emo-ish and moody and shitz. But yeah whatevs, I AM HAPPYYYY! I'm giddier and more hyped up. And, I likeeeeeeee! I smile and laugh for no reason, in other words, flee from me! LOL, joke. Like in class before, I was seriously acting like a 5 years-old, messing about and chasing each other in the Science lab (Please do not do this at school). I am a child again! Ever had a day where you have an urge to scream? I mean like, screaming for the fun's sake. Hah. I can be rather.. pathetic at times, being too childish. In conclusion, I AM FUGENLY HAPPY.

♥ Aisyah H.

P/S: Where's Zara & Esaaaaah?

get ready, get set, go.

The happiness posts were a real nice lift to TTJ, no? And Kat, happiness need not be lavish. For me, happiness is eating a nice ice cream on a hot day. I'm a pretty easy person to please. You get what I mean?

This week has been really slow. I've been rather emotionally&physically drained. Been sick since last week. Been so packed since last week. REAL college starts next week! That means: I get new pretty Macbook :D Super stoke about that. IH ends this week, which means I stop seeing Y so often. To be honest girls, I have no idea where we are going. I don't really want to hurt myself. So I think I'll stay safe and say, We're friends. That'd be it, then that'd be it.

Hopefully the week would look better :)

And I think these Urban/Hip Hop shizz on the radio should come with a warning label. I find them so annoying to be honest. Repeative & predictable. Like the new SouljaBoy track? Something to do with his phone & kissing? Yeah. I've been humming it the whole day. It's so bloody annoying, I feel like poking myself.

Mei Monday's.

happy happy happy

Yeay yeay! It's Friday and it's my day! *grins Okay, since Mei has asked us all to write something happy, thus I shall.

As most of you know, I'm a sucker at Sejarah-always Bs and Cs. But somehow, just somehow, I landed myself an A in the previous intervension. Yeah, to some of you, it might be pathetic but somehow, little things like this are the ones which make you go all warm inside.

Right. One other thing; lets participate for Earth Hour! I know I'm participating. I might just do a live blog post on that particular Saturday, AND, complete with pictures! So, ALLER PEOPLE! Lets save planet Earth!

Cheers, Khadijah.

Something perky.

Mei's challenge. Write about something happy.

It's hard to define the word happy in my current state. So, I'm gonna spam pics about my HAPPY past. There are prolly millions of pictures that I would actually upload, these were some random ones.

Who said we need to have everything we crave for to make our self happy? As long as we have our friends and family by our side, everything is completed, with the outcome of happiness. I think right now, I really want those ultra-giddy and over-the-top-happy feelings back inside me, just like the old days. And I wish everybody to have a happy 2009!

Lots of love, Aisyah H.

Anything Happy

this is my something happy. the current present and may be 'till forever.

yeah I knowww! I sound all mushy and stuff and I've never, ever been this way. not that I have not been in a relationship but, this time it's different?

I may be too young to understand all of this or to be saying all of this or even to be letting this happen but I just can't help it. with him happening, I'm all happy and I know I'll be happy when I'm with him. I could just prove something someday ;)

I wish for Mei to be with whoever she wants to be, the one who won't break her heart or keep her head spinning like the tea cup at Genting. good luck with Y, Mei!

I wish for Zara to find the one to make her happy.

I wish that I'd be with him forever. hehe ;P

I wish for Aisyah Haziqah to always be happy, with or without a boy by her side.

I wish for Kat's smiles. I wish that someone will know how to appreciate her as much as she is worth.

but still, a guy is not the only option to be happy. ya knoww.

err, peace out to every parent that's reading! hehe ;)

even so, I'd still like to write about something crappy.

yesterday I played Basketball. I jumped and landed with one of my fingers not really the way it's supposed to be. so now it's swollen and I'm annoyed that I can't walk properly -.-

With love, Aisyah P

My Happy Story

I have the best mother in the world. She is my world.

Ana Dasf! (thats I'm sorry in arab)

I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT POSTING LAST WEEK!
I totally got the days mixed up. Aren't I a genius? Hahaha. I'm sorry girls! Zara made sure I had to post today. Heehee :D

Life's just freaking full of surprises. Its takes unexpected turns at the weirdest turnings. And it usually doesn't put a signal 1st. Last week was just crazy. I can't believe I've even made it this far without collapsing entirely! Most of the TTJ girls know about my Mr. Y :) Who I know doesn't reek of indie boy goodness but hey comprise sister! Com-pri-miseee. He has these amazing views of the world and the best smile. He's the definition of awesome.

My results were decent. I know people expected more from me, I'm sorry I had let them down. Thanks for those who still told me no matter what I'm gonna go so far until my legs would be numb. One thing I've learnt: Never expect everything to be the way they should be. Either way, life goes on ey?

I have... A CHALLENGE!
Write about something happy. Doesn't matter whether it's from the past or current. As long as it's happy. You can write about your cat. Or your first bike. Whatever. Totally up to you!

My happy time is when I was 6, I had this really cute bantal busuk which is now deceases. Haha. I loved it so much, I brought it everywhere. I wasn't able to sleep without it. I loved it like it was my boyfriend. I don't remember if it had a name but whenever I sniffed that brown glory, I would have the biggest grin. I was a kid that is easily pleased. Haha :D

Hopefully you girls have nice stories to share! Have a great week loves!

Mei Monday's xx

I need help, seriously.

This is what I do when I'm bored. I should be studying right?

Hey girls, it's Sunday. I'm pissed/mad/confused/sad/odd. I'm sorry Mei, I promise on Tuesday I'll post something happy. But today, I feel like utter sh*t. It's rather pathetic or sadistic(Ha ha Yuna's words). I'm so stupid for following my instinct. I should have never waited for someone that is so perfect and unbelievable sexy and have great personality. Sounds like a commercial, ain't it? Hell, it's true.

I feel so stupid I want to punch my head with a door knob.

I can't be bothered about my studies. I really need inspiration and more motivation. Good god, I can't believe that my school has been selected the best for SPM blah blah in Selangor. It made me so scared to sit for my SPM. I'm more confused now than ever. I really should have just ignore everything around me and focus. I need my mother this instant. I need my friends to support me but I'm the one who have been there for them and none of them have been there for me. Yeah, I know I'm just nobody around them because usually I'm always happy and cheerful in school so I bet nobody thought that I might be slightly confused with my own self. Slightly unbalanced.

I got three failed papers now. I'm freaking scared. I know, I still have more time to prepare for this exam but I don't get it.. Why everybody can answered this paper without any hesitation/panic moments. I panicked. I frigging panicked. My adrenaline rush is on top of my lungs. I love adrenaline rush but during exams I got blurred quite easily and it's not good. I can't answered those questions properly.

I really don't get it. Why in the world would he acts that somehow I'm like his second bitch. Am I missing something here? Can't you just say it to my face that you like/hate me. I have been so stupid when I'm around you. I can't be upset when I'm around you. The aura of yours made me so happy that I can sleep with my eyes open. This is confusing. All this bullshit. All this nonsense. Go away, please.

My parents expecting me to get a scholarship. How in the world am I going to get a scholarship when I've been playing around a lot. God, help me.

I've been playing my guitar for quite sometime and I just realised that I love to sing and I would really love to compose a song. I made it sound stupid though. I can't go to anything that related to science because it's not my calling. Seriously. And I never been into numbers and numbers.Well yeah, I don't know what to do? It's just so confuse. Plus, I'm not exposed to real world. I've been into virtual world, always. It's confusing when I have to face the real world that made me feel like I'm so small and stupid.

If I keep on pressing this keypad I might never stop. This post is really long. I might delete this later. Maybe. Yes. No. This is depressing. I should just stop here.

Sorry girls. I just need to let it out.

breakdowns and mood swings

OMGSH, I am so sorry that I forgot to post last week! Okay, not that I forgot, I was just so very tired because I've been staying back at school for kawad practise and what with debate.

And this week, my God, I've been having mood swings and I cried badly after finding out my first intervension results-which, trust me, you wouldn't want to know-and Syaza said that she must tell Mei. Ask her to brainwash me or something. Don't know what's wrong with me, but I seem to be pressuring and underestimating myself. A bad combination, I know.

Right, moving on. Mum has been baking like mad lately. She just baked 400 cupcakes yesterday, and she's baking more cupcakes today. I think its he pregnancy. Oh well, I hope that my new baby brother/sister will be a great baker :D
Apparently though, the baby is a boy. My mum said the "bird" is sticking out already when Dr. Ashar did the ultrasound. Daymn, another boy. Yeay.

Cheers, Khadijah.

Not the definiton of happy.

First exam accomplished. Now, I'm gonna fly freely. (Like I can)

I've always hated those times where my mood change like in a blink of an eye. I've always hated typing things that I don't wish to type. I've always hated talking about the things I dislike. I've always hated the fact that somebody have something to spill, but they're just keeping it deep inside, until it's a massive grudge. I've always hated the fact that..

Okay, I should totally quit it or I'll turn into your worse nightmare or something even sadder than that.

Be happy. (This should be a note for la-self.)

♥ Aisyah H.

Forever and Always

does this cute giraffe make up for my un-post posts? hehe

like I always say. I'm just so busy and I don't try to find time for the computer anymore. plus, the room's light is no longer working now -.-

so I'm sorry now and sorry for the future if I miss a post.

mm, what's up?

School's Sports Day in a week and a half, and a man to hold on to. hehe. I am purely happy but still so tired from school and evening activities.

Have a good day girls!

Wasting times over the internetz

Where is everybody? :-(

This is upsetting. I don't see any updates from all the girls and my weekend was.. empty. I didn't do anything productive. No-thing. I've been using this laptop for non-stop hours. I am addicted. I don't deserve this laptop. My grades aren't that good. I failed my Chemistry paper btw. I feel horrible.

And Braces Boy joked with me for the first time today. It was shocking, I tell you. And I didn't have the guts to meet A. What a coward. Today wasn't that good either. I was so sleepy during classes. And my head is spinning around but instead I pretend to smile and play around with my friends.

My brother got home last weekend. Great times. Singing and webcam-ing with my cousin in Terengganu was utterly awesome. That was the highlight of the weekend. Also, I got prank. And I made a new friend, Mr. A. He's HV little brother. So yeah, it's wierd. I spent my birthday money on DVDs. I shouldn't be doing that but yet my obsession towards movies are unstoppable. Also! High School Musical 3 DVD in hands! Extended edition and more. I am quite happy about that. Also, been reading Twilight and kind of pissed with Edward Cullen's character. He seemed unreal.

Conclusion here is I'm upset. So girls, you better cheer me up! *Evil laugh*

I spy with my little eyes.

Well, hello tharrrrrrr.

It has been a busy-busy and a hectic week. Exams are choking me and fracturing the body into pieces. This time, I seriously lied! Well, hopefully everything will be fine. It won't be fine though, if I kept hogging the darling lappy, so, that's a bad news. And the good news is.. Wait a sec. There's no good news. Okay, that's bad. That's the second bad news. Okay.. whatevs.

I was thinking of having fun during the 1 week holiday that's coming up. But then, I don't think I'll have any chances of stepping outside my area. Which is totally sad enough for a lass my age. (Tries to make the puppy-face-look). So, the plans are.. sitting at home revising Form 1 and Form 2's syllabus. And and and, completing the Geography course work which is totally God-damn boring. Like, serious shit type of boring. Maybe I'll grab a few of my mates to accompany me.

Hmm.. What next? Sleeping all day long? I think I'll have to tick that one off my list. (Pulls a sad face) Meh. I love PMR.

Now, I'll have to proceed my date with the books again.

So long, mingers.

♥ Aisyah H______.
I get confused with my name easily. Aisyah Hamid or Aisyah Haziqah? (Sigh)

I love webcam session:

Tuesday. tuesssssdayyyyy. tiusdai. tiiiiusdai. tuueueueuesssday. I'm goin' kah-rez-zy. It's the first week of March and I'm currently sitting for my March test.

I think I've been awake for more than I should. I haven't gotten proper sleep hours, dude! It's been exhausting. But well, its worth it because I manage to answer almost all of the questions of my papers. Except, I've lost 10 marks for Biology because I can't answer the essay question. Darn. I should have read it. But anyways, tomorrow is my Chemistry and Physics paper. I'm going to study like mad. Har har. I've been working my ass off and Papa is about to get a new tennis racket, oh that reminds me to Google about tennis racket later. I don't really know what kind of racket do they sell but I'mma try and see.

Recommend me a tennis racket? Please do.

Sorry for not posting about my super seventeen. I've been studying (lie). But yeah, I'm busy. Go figure! And girls, do suggest me more songs to upload in my iPod. I love y'all. Hugs and smackin' kisses.

P.S. That's HV. *funny faces*.

:)

I'm actually having a pretty good day today. And Zara knows why. *giggles like I'm 5 again*

2nd week of college. To be honest, I'm really liking it. Classmates are nice. Teachers are great. And I have the best group partner, ever. I swear :) Remember the Yusoff guy I mention in my weekend post? Well he's one of the best team player. Partially when we are a team, I do everything. I answer everything. And he lives off my answers xD O'yes! His name is actually spelled Yuosef. Which I have a big problem spelling. Then he presses my head. He still does his part anyway. I might be going to town with his bestfriend this weekend. I'm taking them to Sg Wang to get nice bargains.

Jason Mraz this Wednesday! Can't. Freaking. Wait.

Have an excellent day! Mine certainly was :DDD

♥ Mei Monday's